Yet another restaurant experience this evening that helped solidify the
running joke hubby and I have going. We aren't quite sure why, but the
hostess always seats us smack dab in the middle of the crying baby
section. Previously we used to think, well it's Texas and everyone has
babies. However, each time we look around and see there are plenty of
other tables in areas where all the other child-free parties are seated.
Clearly the service industry knows what they are doing when they strategically place all of the highchairs in one specific section. The one year old across from us had a total meltdown, which spread like wildfire to the adjoining table and their baby, and the next half hour was spent trying to appease the poor little souls. I could tell the parents of the "good baby at first" were kind of annoyed that the "meltdown baby" rubbed off on their perfect little child and that they were now also parents in the restaurant with the screaming kid. The only thing I can compare it to is when a dog starts barking in the neighborhood and before you know it, you've got barking coming from all angles, and there is no end in sight. We were surrounded by a total of 3 crying baby tables tonight....all directly next to us. I think maybe God is just trying to train us now for what we're in for...
This picture says it all! Seriously though, we know what we are in for, and we still want it more than ever. We just think it's rather ironic that is ALWAYS happens this way. A tiny little part of me gets envious, because it does kind of make me feel like I'm the only woman in the world without a baby or kids. Hopefully we can be admitted to the cool club sometime this year, even if it does mean we'll end up being the parents of the screaming kid at the restaurant. Bring it! haha!
I'm 6 or 7 dpo today, which means IF there is a little fertilized egg moseying towards my uterus, it will be looking for a nice cushy spot to implant itself very soon. It could happen today or as late as Friday (10dpo) or possibly a tad later, although that would be more the exception than the rule.
I had an acupuncture apt. today to assist my energies to flow in all the right directions, and left feeling absolutely amazing. There was a point right in the top of my head that had some "release" meaning it bled a little when the acu removed it. She was all excited and said that acu's love seeing that, because it means that a blockage was released during the treatment. That is what acu is all about; removing blockages where there aren't supposed to be blockages and making connections that haven't been made...in short at least. I will go back Friday for a 10dpo session as well. I am trying to make the most of this promising cycle. I'm under orders to keep my feet and back warm (liver and kidney energy) and to eat warming foods to keep my belly nice and warm.
I've been such a good girl; Only one glass of wine the whole time I was traveling last week, doing Circle + Bloom meditations daily, doing daily devotionals with Joel Osteen's new series "I Declare", doing acu, and eating warming foods. More than that, I'm just staying really positive and focusing on what IS working. For me, that is the fantastic progesterone response I believe I'm having right now. The Prometrium is going well. No real side effects, other than the fact that I'm really tired all the time from it. One more week and we'll know if we are blessed enough to become parents!
I couldn't help but chuckle at your post. It seems the more you want something the more it surrounds you. Every time we have a family gathering and I see the kids running around and parents making their pouty faces because they want to enjoy themselves but can't because they have the kids. I begin to feel grateful than even though we are still trying to conceive when it does happen we will appreciate our kids more than someone who can just pop them out. Wish you the best of luck!
ReplyDeleteSo true! I have a feeling I'm going to have an extra ounce of patience, because we've worked harder to become parents than some. I know there will be moments I want to click my heels and beam myself out of a meltdown situation....I'm realistic. I'm just ready for it regardless. The happy moments will outweigh all the meltdowns in the world.
DeleteHey! Just wanted to thank you for your input on my OPKs! I'm going insane :) I guess I'm usually just ok with whatever happens because I've O'ed anywhere from 15 to 32 or not at all...but with Femara I want confirmation that it is going to work for me! I need to practice more patience :) This just means my body is preparing a perfect egg ;)
ReplyDeleteNo problem! Looks like we have had a similar experience with Femara this cycle. Total OPK fake-out! I was scared I wouldn't ovulate at all after my false positive, but alas it did happen, and I seem to be having the best progesterone response post-ovulation I think I've ever had currently. Just keep focusing on that perfect egg, and it will come I'm sure. I look forward to your update!
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